Breathe.
Nobody expresses openly that they don’t like you, but you can tell by their actions, words and general demeanor….sometimes back, I was so concerned why someone didn’t like me, the person rarely gives nice compliments, instead will say one thing or another, quietly utter hurtful remarks then back it up with laughter. It’s meant to be hilarious but it’s always depressing. Since I actually like this person, I would always strive to think positively and give the benefit of doubts. And for someone like me that can feel almost everything, it was hard not to think about it. I would think and overthink: Did I do anything wrong? Did I offend the person? What can I do to make this person like me? Should I have a conversation with the person?…….alot and alot of questions. And sometimes, we are influenced by our environment. Later, I realized that I had started to act in a similar manner, like wanting to match negative energy because I want the person to know what it feels like, holding back grace...
